Hi, I'm 35 with 4 kids ages 8, 4 & 20mths. I love being a mother matter of fact I'm a single loving mother. I'm battling the HPV virus with fear of the unknown of the extremities of the last pap.
In 2000 I got my first battle with cervical abnormalities and I had to go through the cone Leep biopsy and removal of half I checked off my cervics. In 2009 had my first child, my daughter. After post baby regular pap and it was all negative, in 2013 had my set of twin boys, still good pap smear after.. in 2016 had my baby girl,, in February 2017 had pap smear, thought it was normal until I went in to see doctor for birther control and that's when my Doctor was extremely concerned over my abnormal pap Wich she said in March I was supposed to have got a certified letter stating to come in immediately.. she went on saying my test shown positive for HPV high risk and I was needing to get a sitter for kids and go into specialist later that day or next morning for more testing. She looked and acted way over concerned..
So I left her office came home and cried and never went in to get more test. For one thing, I'm scared. I lost my mom to cancer in 2013. I was diagnosed in 2000, now it's back and I'm scared on how bad it is now..
I really hope someone on here can help me.